Poems

Mess.

Emotion.
Intensity.
Passion.
Insecurity.

Possibilities.
Infeasibility.
Transparency.
Morality.

Truth.
Denial.
Purity.
Pain.

Love. Agony.
Selflessness. Selfishness.
Misery.

Restrain.
All at once. All too much.
Fragility.

Shame. Disdain. Loss. Immobility.

 

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Introspection, Poems

To be (w)hole

There’s a gaping hole
In my soul.
I no longer merely want to
decorate my house. But
create a home. With
not just things but someone I love.
And, who loves me back. In a way
that fills the cracks in my heart.
There’s no agony.
No more pain.
No reminders of
the bruises of the past.

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Poems

Why?

Tears have run dry
Yet I still can’t fathom why
I met you in the first place
Was it all just to make me cry?

I’m not a stranger to heartache
Or goodbyes
Life’s been unkind

If meeting you was destiny
Letting you in was a leap of faith
Which failed me

And here I am again
With no one and nothingness
Hurting and trying
To deal with this darkness
Yet another time…

Note: Found this in the notes of my phone, must have typed it in Feb/early March. Or was it April? I guess, I should start adding dates to everything.

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